Mmmmm my favourite time of the month. NOT!
I turn into a bloated, snarling, tired, cranky monster with horrible girlie parts pain and lower back pain. I'm sure I have endometriosis but it costs 500 billion dollars to go and have the test done so I just pop Naprogesics like they are Skittles and scowl at everybody.
So anyway I get on the scales. 90.6kg. Seriously what the frick?
A gain of 2.6kg.
What, at this time of the month do my ovaries suddenly fill up with 2.6kg of fluid?!
I know I should have entered that weight into my 12wbt Stats yesterday but I didn't. I just couldn't BEAR to see my graph do such a dramatic spike up.
Yesterday, as the day went on the Terrible Sadness was hanging over my head like a wet stinky hoodie.
I know I know I know I SHOULD have gone for a big walk in the fresh air along the water to dust those yucky thoughts away BUT the pain in my prumpets (my name for my crappy swollen girlie bits) combined with my grey grey sadness and my frankly surley shitty attitude steered me instead to the safe confines of my house.
So I went home & cooked the Quorn & Haloumi Skewers with Pine Nut & Raison Quinoa (which was bullshit delicious), had a hot shower, took a Panadene Forte and was in bed by 7.30pm.
This morning I did my weigh in again. 89.1kg. Now THIS is more realistic. I normally gain about a kilo at TTOM. I entered THIS weight into this week's STATS.
I am feeling MUCH better today. I still have the yucky pain in my prumpies but my brain doesn't feel so mooshy.
Today I'm REALLY looking forward to doing my run/jog/walk/gasp thing and I am even going to try some stair runs. Yes STAIR runs.
I think I am going to have to get up early on Saturday morning to do my SSS as I have a busy weekend ahead... actually I have busy weekends for the next 3 weeks due to Christmas.
Saturday I have another Osteo appointment (oh yeah baby bring the pain!), Saturday night TBF & I are taking our neices (5 & 8) to see all the Christmas lights (OOOOOooo I LOVE Christmas lights!) then on Sunday I am going to a 12wbt Meet n Greet at Redcliffe. As usual, I am super nervous about meeting new people and hope I don't come across about being a boring dickhead looney.
And I have to do my food shopping, clothes washing & house cleaning.
The thought didn't even enter my mind.
Ok maybe it ENTERED my mind, sat down, nudged me in the ribs and tried to tempt me.
BUT PEOPLE I DIDN'T DO IT!!!
IT'S A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!